My feeling at the moment.

this moment i feel confused with my emotion. i alway think of someone who didn't graduate from the best university and also pubile university. she educate only undergraduate from the college which is normal and not famous at all, but why she make me think of her everynight. i can't respond myself. Possible, i feel alone at here, i live far from my country, i want to sex with her. she look beautiful and white clean skill and good smell. i feel so good when i stay with her. i want to hug, kiss, and do everything that the men want to do with the girl. her personality is freshy i can observe from her laugh and her face. i ever stay with her 3 times befoer i have lived here. i think that she make me fell in love or make me crazy.i khow she wasn't a good girl and i know she also has many boy who likes her. i think that it's same reason with me and it's not strange that many men like her because she is full charming, interesting, and friendly with many men. i ask meself again that i wanna won every men or not? i can do it, can't i? but now i only know that i'm really happy when i talk with her until some time i 'm unconcious and think that i wanna to back Thai only in order to see her, hug her, and nothing to say,eventually,i come back to California again....it is a moment of my life in the United State.